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Surrender
21 x 29.7 cm / 8.2‘‘ x 11.7‘‘ inches - Ink and Watercolour on Watercolour Paper
There are so many ways to many situations. Thoughts. Loud thoughts are hiding something. Lying. The almost whispered calm one are lights of the way. A choice to listen. All along the whispers have been constant, calm and everlasting.
Once, in the past, a love left. I attached it to everything in my life. First growth, then it all died into truth. Was it a mistake? Never! It was all written. A goodbye written from the start, practiced many times. What do I know if I truly saw the reasons why but it did change me. Sometimes trying the old ways to just experience that they do not work anymore and guide you into a dead end is a wall.. Standing still and looking around. Learning new skills and looking around. Meeting new people and looking around. Growing older and looking around. Listening to new and old music and looking around. Looking around like when I was very young waiting to be picked up. I know what grew out of it. Independence and disconnection to being a child. I became my own parent pretending to be fine while being fine at the same time. A life of contradictions. A life of movement and a life of relating without a shared ship.
‘Surrender' is the moment you give in and you feel freed from a heavy burden. It is the acceptance that it was all written. It is peace, very deep peace and the end of spirals that seemed to spiral forever.
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